Some
time ago I wondered, to myself, if I would notice a difference if I
switched from just giving offerings to Hekate and similar spirits at
any
time, to their more traditional times of offering. As such, I'd asked
on this blog where I could find a calendar that Hellenic
Reconstructionists use to chart their offerings and festivals. A
couple kindly blog readers pointed me to the Hellenion
calendar, which I occasionally check to see when dates for
offerings are coming up.
Lo
and behold! Upon having written on Hekate's supper and checking the
calendar, it appeared that the date for the diepnon
was precisely within 24 hours. Thus, rather than using the triplicity
involved and offering the supper to Hekate on the thirtieth, I
instead went to the store and picked up a few items so that my
offering would be something that wasn't just slapped together.
Thus
I ended up with a plate with three pieces of bread, three pieces of
cheese, and a helping of three figs (I will make kokkora
next month), and along with a few other fruits and nuts slathered in
honey. I figured that even if the fruits and nuts were not
traditional offerings, covering them in honey would most likely keep
the offering on a fairly acceptable level. Then, along with cool
water, I set off in the middle of the night.
I
selected a trivium within the vicinity of Old Town because, while it
was no longer at the direct edge of town it appears to have been
around 100 years ago. I say this because it marks one of the border
roads on maps from 1870 that I conveniently downloaded and compared
to Google Maps. The city now extends beyond those former borders
considerably, however the areas easily seen beyond it are mostly
grassy hills with a single hotel sitting at the center.
Initially,
since I always do things like this on foot, one of the cats began
following me. This is not entirely unusual, as they've been following
me during my late-night walks off and on for a while. What was
unusual was that around the half-way point some large gusts of wind
kicked up, and the cat stopped and waited for me as I continued on.
After
passing through Old Town, I reached my destination and situated
myself in the Western quarter. I unpackaged the meal, and placed it
on a large rock facing the west. I then made the offering, pouring
between 1/3rd
and 2/3rds
of
water upon the ground as a libation. I then offered my prayer. As I
was finishing my prayer (I had not actually finished yet), I looked
up and for a moment all I saw were rolling green hills. The hotel had
vanished! This was so startling I stumbled upon what I was saying,
and blinked. The hotel immediately returned to sight (which was,
after all, fairly reassuring), and so I finished my prayer, pulled
the hood of my hoodie over my head, and turned and left without
looking back.
It
was about the time I was leaving that the sense of direction I'd
formerly had was lost. I became convinced that despite having
situated myself in the West, I had been actually facing North. I was
almost tempted to turn back and offer apologies to Hekate, but knew
immediately that I shouldn't and kept moving. It was only until I was
halfway home that my sense of direction returned and I realized I
had, in fact, been facing west. This sense of direction or
“spaciality” being lost or warped is something I have actually
felt before during major Sabbats or witch-work, particularly those in
which the ancestors or former members of the coven and tradition's
lineage are being worked with. That is, unfortunately, the most I can
say on that matter and I hope you'll forgive me for that. That being
said, it was precisely
the same
feeling or sense as what happens then. What was different was that beyond the offering and a water cleansing being performed before, I did not do any heavy ritual work. I did not feel endangered or
anything. Just that it was time to leave and head home.
Upon
getting home, as before I left, I did a water cleansing based on the
recommendations of Bardon in Initiation
to Hermetics
and felt more “spiritually clean” than I have in quite a while.
Overall:
this offering felt both better received and seemed to work out better
than when, in the past, I've flaked on ingredients or timing and been
lazy. It's pretty much sealed my commitment to giving Hekate her due
offerings along traditional time-frames and with as many traditional
ingredients as I can get my hands on during that time. If you're
interested in working with the Goddess? I heartily recommend checking
out the Hellenion calendar, and using the Darkest Night of the month,
over the thirtieth of the month.
Anyway, that's my report. If you're not convinced? That's totally fair.
Jack.
PS. I've also become convinced I need to spend some time hunting down some traditional prayers to the Goddess and not just wing it. Because my prayers? They really could be better. LOL.
PS. I've also become convinced I need to spend some time hunting down some traditional prayers to the Goddess and not just wing it. Because my prayers? They really could be better. LOL.
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In 1981, I was dealing with rejection from a pursued love interest, and was going to Indian art school in Santa Fe. I did not follow any particular gods, but I prayed to "out there." Anyways, one night I walked out the field behind the school, about 100 feet from the dorm. The place had a reputation as a haunted place, and we were warned not to wander around out back at night. Lots of stories.
Anyways, I was feeling a lot of anguish and homesickness at age 20, and I took out a jug of water and some tobacco and some snacks. I went out there, and looked up at the full Moon. I prayed, not for anything in particular, but just to talk to someone who would listen..in this case the Moon. I offered my snacks, tobacco, and a splash of water.
Then I noticed I couldn't see any lights on the horizon anymore. All the stuff that was there before. It was only darkened land beneath the Moon's light. I looked back toward the dorm behind me, but there was nothing there, just "vagueness" like a mist. I was afraid. So I looked up to the Moon and asked that it let me find my way back. I poured a circle of water around me, closed my eyes, and began to walk backwards to where I thought the dorm should be. Gradually I swiveled around and carefully opened my eyes, after walking backwards about 50 feet. There was the dorm. When I went in, one of the dorm mothers, an elderly Pueblo Indian lady, told me, "We told you that you shouldn't go out there."
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